In my dream as I fly over churning mud
I recognise the Finca de San Martin
hidden
on
Avila’s folds where it was said that
Paez in between battles met his
mistress
on the very
same bench we met.
I
was told by the caretaker of the Finca,
that in colonial times a Countess was
exiled in
there with her slaves.
In my innocence I prattled on about my
encounters
and you
feigned indifference until I told you he become my lover.
Then you
walked pass me in the street without a word.
I turn
to gaze at your retreating back and like
Lot’s
wife turned to a pillar of salt….
Time stood
still, blood did not flow
And with this
act you took back all you brought from the Llano.
The endless
azure of its sky, the din of the cicadas at dusk,
The viper
tender in your hand, the nigh cry of the jabali.
anaconda’s
long sleep in the grass,
Llanero’s hunt
for the jaguar and jaguar’s stalk of him .
As I descended into that red mud,
I remembered
all but your name.
Antonia Baranov
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